Lif3 is Jz A sWeet DreAmZ or A Be@utiFuL NigHtmAre$

Moved~~~

2010-07-04T02:42:00.001+08:00

I officially moved my blog to a new one...

this old post is
sr-riang.blogspot.com rite?

NOW, a new one

sr-caffeine.blogspot.com

yea...its
http://sr-caffeine.blogspot.com/

NOT a WRONG one....XD

just to tell u guys if any1 is reading my blog ~~

I tried hard, And Failed

2010-06-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

I tot I was okay with that
But actually,
i Cant Accept it still...

Gosh，
thinking of
I Can No Longer Contact With You Anymore....
the feelings, sucks...

I Don't Understand, Why Can't you forgive me...after so long?
I, seriously, Dont understand

Can you, pls tell me?

I dun wish, To have such doubt
And, bring it, and move on, in my entire life...

Even if died, I can never know,
WHY....
May i know, WHY?

Im....arghh...
Checked my whole contact list,
I found that
Nobody that I dare to disturb about my sadness anymore

Nobody, and Nowhere, I can go to when I am sad like now...

Failed in life, that I got no place to go to upon being sad

In Form 4 and 5
Get good results in studies so what?
Get high pose so what?

I gained nothing but failed in terms of THAT

Its all gone

I CAN NO LONGER CONTACT WITH YOU ANYMORE

I....WHAT CAN I DO?
EXCEPT PRETENDING I GET OVER IT
AND, PRETENDING THAT, I am HAPPY aft u removed me?

yea...i supposed

Finally....

2010-06-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

its about...1 year? yea...its 1 year approximately
since that time v argued...and bcum not even luk like a frenz...
omg...not looked...its exactly not a friend
alright....its a past tense...
I dont even wish to reminisced about it...
but....
U r the one...who dug it out....
Without even giving any siren about it...

I was just....curious about
how come thers no latest updates about u anymore existing in my homepage of fb
and, when i clicked into yarn's photo, the tags of u hav no (photo) link
and thus, i clicked into ur profile...just to have a look...

alright, i wish I never clicked it...
yea....removed as friend...

i wonder why...
it is like a long long time
WE never contact anymore, isnt it?

and why, so randomly, so suddenly, so abruptly,
U removed it?

I don't Understand...
seriously.... I did nothing wrong
WE din even contact okay?

If u intended to remove...
U can do it...
laz year, be4 SPM, aft SPM, be4 my Bday, aft my Bday, or New Year Eve, Or NEw Year, or CNY
so many time...while I was at HELP.... U can still remove it
as v r contacting that time...

alright, Now that WE dont contact anymore
And, U wanna remove it?
without any reason that I even can tink of?
WHAT A JOKE

I don't understand
seriously, I never understand what r u trying to express
or i did be4...but NOT NOW

U r not the one i knew....
I m sure, I am no longer the one u understand too

I told u,
everything ended,
U told me,
U ady let go the past and V r still friends

And now,
look at what U did...
v r not friend anymore...
are we?

At least,
let me know the reason,
of the removal....can't you?

I felt so despondent, sad and down
wen i notice that
tears that long time never pay a visit
came....for about 2 hours

Eventually, i realized,
No point sobbing and weeping there
I asked u the reason by texting you
and u just dont answer me....just typed a YES, I REMOVED

swt....I can know by viewing ur profile okay?
JUST TELL ME the reason
ITS like....dead without any reason
U know how sucks it feels?

Well, U will never know
Cz i seldum do that to u
or...i never do that....

Whatever,
Tis will be the last post that I will post about you

Seriously,
I realized
I don't give a damn about you in my life anymore

I still hope that i never lose such a friend..
indeed, hope vanished...

WELL, well, WELL....
Lets' See whether, we can still be added back...
though the possibility is Nearly impossible
but....alright....Impossible is owaz an asymptote
so....just wait ba...

I never wanna lose any1 in my life
inclusive of you....

在心底

2010-05-22T23:05:00.006+08:00

不管时光怎样变迁
总有一个人,一直住在心里,却告别在生活里。

　　
不管时光怎样变迁，
都会有这样一个人，却一直住在心底

　　
同样一条街。一个人再走一遍
一点点还会触及到那些过往…

已经过了很久了
潜意识里告诉自己很多次
要淡定说了好几次
我已经放下了

说了好几次
真的以为什么都已经放下了
忘不掉的是回忆，继续的却是生活…

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Retrived from duno wher already =.=

NEW BADMINTON IDOL

2010-05-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

jz to introduce my new badminton idol
after watched UBER CUP
after years of not watching it for the sake of "BUSY"

Wang Yi Han ^^
china's girl team~

hahax.... i like her spirit
blerk~
and without any reason....as well =.=

although she lost in the final and made the whole team lost spirit
yet i still like her style of playing ^^

22 years old den have such a skills....
not bad ^^

I am worried

2010-05-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

I am quite worried about the retake thingy

wonder y....

is it i am thinking too much?

or thats the fact?

I just too out of the path now

i can seek a way

but its not the way out of worries

its the way into the worries

and with no way out

for now

Thomas Cup 2010

2010-05-13T18:01:00.045+08:00

hahax...i am a fans of badminton
so, i might as well sticking to tv to watch either UBER or THOMAS cup

hmm....although still not capable to be classified as a super fanatics of badminton
yet, i still love it ^^
hahax..... a good sport XD
skill, stamina, flexibility, smartness, strength....or anything
is crucial for the person to b d winner

for our matches against denmark laz nite
is really a "breathtaking" one
heart's pumping so faz and stopped wen the ball is out hit by MAS team
or, can b said as, adrenaline is flowing all around my body
wenever the ball is afloat....
hahax......damn "gan cheong"

MAS vs DEN
ytd b4 d match, aft i knew MAS players is going to vs whoever from DEN
i went n did sum research about the DEN players
pretty sure and confident wif chong wei and KKK + TBK
however, not so confident with the cuming ones
thus, so nervous watching them.....
afraid of ending up as tuesday's

luckily, we won....emm...at least a semi final is gud enuf for me
knowing that, our players as a whole team is still not capable enuf for competing wif INDOnesia and China
hmm.... alright.... mayb i was mistaken...but i do think so...paise
>.<

HOwever, ytd's match is really great...
for the 2nd doubles of MAS,
a new teaming....fighting against DEN's world ranking 6 team
still, tey won the 1st set, a nice and interesting match after all
Zakry and Hoon Thien How...emm....
hahax...impressive eh....
even though they lost at laz....
or mayb, the DEN lost the 1st set
bcz of the wind, the weather...
or over-confident....bcz of facing a brand new team wif no ranking at all

Undoubtedly,
Msia team playing in Msia is an advantage for us
having already used to the stadium, weather
we can perform well....
but, Msia's players did tried their bez

and....needless to say
my favourite badminton idol...!!! Wong Choong Hann
yeah....he did very well even though he lost....
a close lose in both set 1 and set 3
however, i salute him....really....
its a GLORIOUS DEFEAT ok?

W.C.H......
losing out in stamina and flexibility
he won in terms of spirit, skills, determination and experience....
yup, he is old now....(among the badminton players)
however, his spirit in playing the games so well
never giv up, tried all out
really made me feel so proud of having him as my bez badminton idol !!!
hahax....... so glad wif his great performance even though he lost~
dun disappointed wif urself ya CH....
gambateh.............

he played impressively and interestingly...
forever the bez badminton players for me !!!!
hehex...

and, i am so damn luking forward for the semi final tml
d 1st match of chong wei vs lin dan
hmm.....
not a pro players nor badminton analyst
however, still wanna say wat i saw...hehe

jz writing out wat i observed and saw...
hmm....jz opinions...paise to those pro >.<

Lee Chong Wei....

patience

defending rather den attacking......

prefer to play near the net and used to score well at that area

Lin Dan

aggressive

attacking more den defending

prefer to play at the base line and smash

is it? lols....

tats wat i observed as an audience

hmm....LIN DAN has got a domineering momentum

or can b said - - 霸气

so, chong wei lost his confident and faced sum psycho barriers in olympic game

during the match vs Lin Dan...

he played...pretty badly >.<

hope he wont repeat it again~

jiayou....stay calm and make lin dan be too aggressive XD

den he gt hope to win against lin dan XD

Lin Dan,

from the tournament of lin dan against PARK from korean if not mistaken

although Lin Dan won, but not too much distance btw d points gained by them

i saw PARK found sum of the Lin Dan's flaws o...XD

hahax....his backhand is not tat strong enuff

and Park gained sum marks from that~

Lin Dan is not undefeatable d....

so....chong wei muz jiayou o

hehe.....

try his bez........gambate~

jiayou ba....Chong wei

try ur bez

and, frankly,

China will dominate the games

or even the whole THOMAS CUP 2010

but....... hope MAS players did their bez

an experience against China is crucial to train them for up nxt tournaments in d future?

hahax..........

gambateh ba every1......

and.....aft MAS lose...i will surely support CHINA ^^

luking forward~~~

tml 7pm ^^

lols~

riaNg's TOP 15 f@V songs~ (May, 2010)

2010-05-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

1. Future Love
2. Parachute
3. Baby
4. Solo
5. In My Head
6. Rude Boy
7. Break Your Heart
8. Nothing On You
9. Hit Me
10. Breathless
11. Fall For You
12. Because Of You
13. Already Gone
14. Hey, Soul Sister
15. Fight For This Love

Inti or Help

2010-05-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Thought about it deliberately...
Research followed by research....
Asked many peoples about it...

After the whole Friday of considering and weighing
all the pros and cons... all the opportunity costs....
Listed down the expenses approximately...
Listed the opportunity costs and benefits
Calculated the economic profits of BOTH place...

FINALLY, i came out with a decision
which i thought i will never be able to make

i decided to go for INTI...
as a fresh student...
which means.... my RM 8000 in HELP is wasted
which means... my 4 months in HELP is wasted (or not fully wasted)
which means....my life in HELP is coming to an end
which means....i can never go n have lunch with my BFFs in foundation in art...
which means...I can hardly meet any friends in my colleges life
which means....my result will hardly hav a CGPA above 3.7
which means....I decided to go for regular 2+2 US program rather than Co-op Canada
which means....I need to restart my college life....which in fact started 4 months ago
which means...I need to re-used to the life in INTI and let go life in HELP
which means....I can never study together with those friends in HELP anymore
which means....I lost the chance to work in the 4 months from january until now bcz of studying
which means....I am stupid in starting COLLEGE in JAnuary in HELP

sigh....
IS it wrong or right choice?
I will know it soon
or i will never know...
who noes?

everything do have its pros and cons
its really undeniable
but, i really do hope that
i MADE the RIGHT choice

may god bless me...

i swear to god that i will work hard
work hard and strive hard

i will never be so lazy as i was in HELP again

i can only succeed
i cannot fail
cannot at all !

2010-04-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

Coffee Tasting Techniques

Ultimately, tasting is simply about comparing and contrasting. When you taste just one coffee at a time, it’s hard to do with no context to compare against.
But if you try two or three coffees, you can compare them not only in terms of your personal preference, but also in terms of aroma, acidity, body, and flavor. Here’s one tip though: When tasting more than one coffee, always taste lighter bodied coffees first and work up to fuller bodied coffees.

Aroma

This is the first hint of how your coffee will taste. In fact, most of your sense of taste actually comes from your sense of smell – which is why coffee can smell so sublime and taste so satisfying.

Acidity

In coffee-tasting terms, this doesn't mean sour or bitter. Acidity means a lively, tangy, palate-cleansing property, ranging from low to high. Think of the range from still water to sparkling water, and you'll get the idea. A Latin American coffee like Colombia Nariño Supremo is quite lively on the tongue, so we say it has a high acidity. In contrast, a coffee like Sulawesi is quite smooth and mellow – it has a low acidity.

Body

This is the weight or thickness of the beverage on your tongue. Body ranges from light to full. To give you an idea, we sometimes use the wordy “syrupy” to describe a full-bodied coffee like Sumatra.

Flavor

This is the all-important melding of aroma, acidity, and body that creates an overall impression. What does the flavor of the coffee remind you of? For example, drinking Kenya often reminds us of grapefruit. There’s just a hint of citrus to it. But when we say that, we don’t mean that Kenya is grapefruit-flavored – it still tastes like coffee. There are many different ways to describe the flavor of coffee, just as there are many different ways to describe snow.

Retrieved 20 April from starbucks official website in Malaysia
http://starbucks.com.my/en-US/_Worlds+Best+Coffee/_Coffee+Experience/Coffee+Tasting+Techniques.htm

努力地开心

2010-04-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

最近一直告诉大家，我很爽，很开心
真的很爽吗？
不知道。。。

我只知道，我在努力，努力让自己开心

不开心，就一直打'haha / hehe / huhu / hoho / lols / =) / ^^ "
这些字，让自己心情好些
真的，有效，不过，只是那么一两秒的效用
不过，我会加油的

————————————————————————————————————
两年前
远离了繁忙的机械人生，
我丧失在茫茫人海之间，
上网、打字、玩乐、听歌
每天都重复地做着

两年后
我还是如此
回不去机械人生
回不去那个曾经被训练为机械人
的我

如今
我下定决心
不再犹豫
不管是为了你也好、他也好、我也好
我，一定必须恢复机械人的身份

关上了那扇门
那扇通往记忆的门
同时也将心灵之门关上
锁上钥匙，告诉自己
不会开给任何人，永远不会

将钥匙给丢了
丢到深不可测的无底洞
心情很轻松、很孤单
复杂、繁复都不足以用以形容
这悲欢交集的心情

依赖别人
总是不太好
想念过去
总是会后悔
回忆记忆
总是会伤心
放弃坚持
才能拥抱将来

我不再做白痴
我不再装傻瓜

其实，我比谁都清楚
你讨厌我
或者，不爽我
只是，我不想失去任何东西
因为，我没尝试过失去

既然，你要这样
我那四个月的努力
让彼此当回朋友的努力
都付诸东流
我还能怎么样？

不去想，为什么
不去想，怎么办
不去想，然后呢

我只想，做回我自己
那个机械人
那个收起喜怒哀乐的
机械人

我不会再让喜怒形于色
我不会再让任何人明白我

记忆之门
随着心灵之门
上了个死锁
打了个死结

我将永远
照顾好这两扇门
没人可以破坏
也没人可以打开

simply....

2010-04-01T14:32:00.003+08:00

ᶤ ᶫᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ

simply posted tis
cz i feel....d wordings is unique =)

哭笑不得

2010-04-01T01:36:00.006+08:00

昨天，很伤
今天，好累
明天，会是如何？

JPA....老天好像开了个大玩笑给我

虽然，probability of getting the scholarship is actually very small
i am confident with my bm speaking
but not my english anywaz... =.=

(why it suddenly changed to english? wondering why...i don't reli noe hw to type chinese anymore =.=)

HOWEVER,
jz bcz of the stupidity of me...
i failed in attending the program pendedahan kerjaya doctor
which supposingly to be attended laz week
omg...its such a devastating news for me
that i am juz lik slipped from a higher probability group to the lowest
or i should say, i wont have been granted the chance to get JPA

even though, my main interest isn't medicine
but i do interested in it as well
and if i can get a scholar entry of JPA
its sounds kinda "yeng"
isn't it?
lols...

however, i don't think i will give up my dream of being an actuary
=.=

the JPA thingy, i was so sad...
mainly bcz of the stupidity...=.=
i am kinda sad, as i disappointed my parents for sure
its so....urghh...wonder how i could describe that

i have pretty low mood in writing this blog
mm.........stop it here
hope i can get tru the JPA interview

ps. i wish to change course
to dentistry =.= so as....to maximise my probability of getting JPA
provided the condition of changing is valid
and....provided changing courses won't lower down my probability

i wonder why am i so eager to succeed in the interview
lols.....for fun? =.=
even though, thats not my main course =.=
omg....pls dun scold me any1 who saw this.......

well, for sure, my main concern is
getting an awesome experience of being in the middle of such a prestigious interview
and, prepare myself for any possible interview...in the future...

i do hope to use bm in speaking as well
for the laz time at least in my entire life
kinda....haven get out from the "reality"
that my lisan get such a high marks among my schoolmates
wow.... =.= hahax...

today i am kinda SS
egoism is being practiced now XD
or insanity came to pay a visit after my "lowtides" in mood jz now?

well, reli shud stop writing already
ciaoz....

______________________________________________________
ps. i realised that i was out of my topic totali
its for my JPA's joke....
but...finally....it ended with my own SS'ing thingy
forgive me...its nt exam
i nid not folo the title i guess =)

Officially Missing You - Tamia

2010-03-28T11:43:00.001+08:00

Songwriters: Aurelius, Seven Marcus

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

________________________________________________________
yeah...its 2 years already
its 2 years...

I jz simply stucked in the shadow

2010-03-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

I am ok...
tis is not wat i used to say...

times passed...
everything changed...
but why i still stuck with the past?

i simply dont like the incident
which made me don't feel to be in the class
at all

i jz simply dont like the incident
which made me lost trust onto almost every of my close friends
at all

i jz simply dont like the incident
which happened tis yr
that made me again lost my wants of keeping contact wif few of you
at all

i jz simply don't like the way HE acted
as if he is vry geng and well-known
and i jz scolded tat in front of you
which in return u sarcasted me...
and wen the time of P scolded him front of u
u said that its ok...u din even sarcas P but in fact u comforted him
i don't lik it at all
which in fact showing that
u totali don't even wished to hav my existance in ur life
and u hated me perhaps

i jz simply so sad
and
u told me
not to take u seriously
(i tink it was for me)

and...
do you tink...
with all the ignorance
then i will be able to do that?

it brings no good at all
don't you know?

and...
i jz simply be simply don't able to let go
those
incidents which happened
and shaded my life be4

those ppl
i totali lost trust onto them
never be so helpless be4
and u tot i reli said nth which means nth?

it was ok
i dont mind

in fact wat i never did
shud let her spread it around
and made everything so messed up
and now 2010 still HE is spreading
made me totali lost trust onto others
u tot i will 4get it so easily?

everything is haunting me
i cant even concentrate
in watsoever happening in my college
jz simply bcz of the simply thingy

jz wish can be a normal frenz wif u
but d ignorance turns me into abnormal

jz wish i can be part of tat
but d ignorance in the past
made me dont feel that i am in that class at all

new frenz asked me
do i nid to be so down in my msn or even tis blog?
i jz din ans it

bcz i noe..
i am abnormal
d thinking never positive
d feeling never hapi
everything is so wrong
that i mind everyhting

its so stupid
and
its so useless
bcz keep typing a blog wif a past
and stucked in the shadow of past

BUT I SimPLY CanT DO ThAT

I'm unimportant compared to a rubbish ??!!

2010-03-22T01:06:00.001+08:00

i cant believe

that

i am so unimportant for you

compared to a stupid person

that person is ur gud frenz

whereas

i am juz a past tense frenz for u

how cute and funny those words

meant to me

wuakaka

ever changing mind?

do i really have it?

even if i really have it?

den whats wrong wif it?

do u stil cared?

even if i hav an ever changing mind?

do u stil cared?

tel me
-

DO YOU STILL CARED?

Announcement

2010-03-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

now that me lim ah riang announces that

i am now

officially missing you

i luv tis song

-officially missing you-

by tamia

alots

.....

我，永远在这儿

2010-03-07T13:38:00.007+08:00

如果不能待在你身边做一个真正的朋友

就让我默默地停在你记忆
让你的生命今后不会再有我

如果不能留在你视线范围
就让我傻傻地待在你身后
做一个多余的朋友

见你appear off
就想到以往一定会来nudge我
让我知道，你在这儿，有什么事可找你
又或者，为了和我chat，会来nudge我
上线，也会自己来找我。。。
我根本，不用如现在般。。
ss 地chat一些你只会回答 =.= lol zzz zd swt 的topic

很明显，我接受不了只是个多余的“朋友”
就连一个Normal friends 也不是
不过，日子总也该过～

其实每次你难过时候我都大概知道
我总是渴望着你亲口告诉我
而不总是害怕引起你痛楚地慢慢试探性的问话
可是，一次又一次，
我总是只能回味以往亲口告诉我的你

想知道你身边所发生的一切
总是傻傻的、假装地
从他人口中知道你的消息
有时，竟然有人告诉我答应了你不会告诉我一丁点
失落加上低潮
日子总也该过

只想说，无论如何
我永远都会在这里
若有一天，你真的想起了我这多余的朋友
真的太孤单、太无助。。。
都一定还在，都可以来找我
不管是发泄还是其他
我能帮、做、听就一定会做到

即使我知道你的生命中可能永远不需要一个这样的我
反而我自己的生命中更需要一个这样的她、他
但，我是个顽固、不听话的人
再好、在有耐性的生命导师，也会被我逼走

我不在去想所失去的
也不会忘记，因为那时美好的回忆
我的日子，总也该过
但，我也不想就这样没了你这朋友
挣扎了好久
半年了。。。

决定将一切收成回忆
做一个多余的朋友
总好过做一个陌生人、生命的过客吧！

无论发生何事
要知道、要记得

-多余的我，永远都在这儿-

Kate Tsui ^^ 徐子珊~

2010-02-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

最近，突然爱上了这位明星~~
有点疯狂~
原因啊？下次才说吧~

虽然身边的朋友都不是很喜欢她~
只因为她演的通常是坏人~

不过~....
以后再续吧~

︿︿

nitez~

bab3 - baby - a rabbit~

2010-02-19T02:04:00.002+08:00

he is a great pet ever for me
and now, he died...without us ther for him during his laz journey of life

i feel to cry...but i jz cried for a few seconds

my dad phoned my sis wen v were sleeping at hometown
and tat time, i were busy sleeping n dreaming
and, i heard my sis said to me
in a low n sad tone...
"rong, ur rabbit, Amen ady..."
i stil rmb these words clearly...

i were so shocked....
and, i couldnt respond to it...
jz close my head wif d blanket...
and remained stun~

after tat, i told my elder sis~ bout wat my eldest sis told me
and, her reaction was jz same as mine~

the whole day, i were thinking,
is it possible for me...to c him laying down in the cage without moving???
im doubt~ even if i ady prepared myself for tis~

On the way back to KL from hometown,
my mind bcum numb~
and, wen i reached home, my heart sank
my sis went n c him...i dare nt luk into d cage
not even a single glance....

and, i heard my sis screaming towards the ants...
which were bitting it...
quickly, i took d sheltox (duno hw to spel) and sprayed onto them~
keep spraying n spraying~ i stil dare nt luk into d cage...

at laz...i braved myself...
i luked into d cage...and saw it...
jz laying ther~ without any movement, not breathing at all

and, v had a simple funeral~
for him....
so called funeral.....
jz buried him in a plasicine box and wif sand and soil brought from hometown
which prepared right aft v received d devastating news~

the 1st thing i do...
right aft i noe tis sad news...
is sms muller tube...
hahax...i dun expect myself to sms her...
but in fact...i did sms her.....
at tat moment, i 4got tat she is no longer somebody who cared about me...
i were so dumb hoping for a single reply...s d past...hahax...
but wateva...nt imp at all for me~

and, d nxt day aft the funeral...
i wake up early in d morning...cz i were going to hav movie wif bai, qi and qian~
and, the 1st thing i did aft my breakfast is.....
walked towards my front door...
hoping to c a rabbit ther...and say "babe~"
tis is wat i do usually almost everyday~
but wen i reached the door~ i jz saw a blank space
wher usually got a cage wif him inside....
ya...he is dead now....i shud rmb it...i shud...
packed my mood...i prepared myself for tat outing...

and, d nxt day again...
i wake up...and repeated d same thing~
stil nt used to d moment losing him...
stil wil calling "baby~babe~" these words owaz...
even though, he is no more ther~

______________________________________________________________________

he, a special pet in my life...
wont forget him ^^
reli wont....

i broke his leg b4

he was in my house since i were form 1

wen i argued wif muller tube i cried front of him b4
and, he sit ther as if he und im sobbing~

he likes to lao gai...

he vry 调食

he vry 乖

——————————————————————————————————

d moment wen i noe, he got cancer
i cried...and i regret of nt taking him for early treatment

luking at d tumor growing bigger n larger everyday
i were worried...

and now,
he is reli gone....forever~

but, i can c his determination of living
vet said tat pet who get cancer wil suffer
n slowly cut down their food intake...
but babe...he din giv up
he jz keep eating....trying his bez to eat wif the shield covering his body
he jz keep living...although he is suffering...
and, he make it to the 1st day of CNY....

my sis said, animal can choose wen to die...
and, he purposely chose to go on d day we arent in d house...
is it true?
i rather...im wif him during his laz journey...
i rather...i can c him during d laz journey....
and not cing those white worms at his stomach and ants on his ears wen i get back from hometown....

__________________________________________________

rest in peace, babe...
hope u can get a beta life...
guai...baby~

ps...my laz blog
din write dao xiang...nt bcz of i forgot
jz tat...she is in NS...
i hav gt nth to mention here~
aihz...quite a number of ppl asked me
wher is xiang...
>.< i din forget...reli....jz tat i duno wat to write~~~~!!!!!!!
cz i tink i wil stil contact wif her during sat n sun ma ... >.<

Coll3g3 lif3

2010-01-29T01:04:00.002+08:00

started my college life for 3 weeks...
wats my feeling? this question has been thrown to me
ever since my 1st day to college til now
by my frenz...

well, college...
isnt wat i tot it suppose to b
college....its stil lik a place to study...n nth much
in fact, i did still miss d life...in smkb...alots
although, i noe, i nid to face d muller-tube in secondary sch everyday
yet, i m willing to suffer...cz i can still meet all the close frenz owaz
n meeting Mullertube aint as bad as i tink...=)
miss u guys alots !!!!

laz time, i were so eager to enter d college life
yet now, i missed my secondary life so much...

by the way, college aint tat bad as well la
lols...its still gt its own attraction...
yet, the time is so rush n weird...
ther are 1 day of 1 n a half hour class only
ther are 1 day of 8am-3pm no break at all
can u imagine? having no break time in the middle of those classes?

hahax...yet, i can tel u..
those lecturer used to let us go half an hour b4 the class end...
thus...v can jz hav our lunch nearby n rushing in eating
mm... i stil tried... eating in class b4
lols~ its ok d act...
jz d smell of food in AC room making me feel headache n dizzy

emm...can i catch up wif my work?
for now...still ok..
i m still lazy to start study
i m still on9 everyday
WELL, LIM SIN RONG
u cant b tat lazy le ok?
ppl patrick ady started study
ur new frenz oso studying
u MUZ start as well
ok? hahax...conviencing myself...emm
hope it works!!!!!!!!1

lols...i haven attend my driving lesson
though my L license has arrived for 2 weeks
=.=

my english is so bad...
now...i muz gt a HIGH hIGH marks for the toefl exam
emm... gonna gambate
improve eng...

so...start from now
aft tis blog b posted

LIM SIN RONG gonna be a nerd!!!

(not so over la =.= )

okok...LIM SIN RONG gonna b hardworking!!!!

jz try my bez ba...aihz~

work hard for 3.7 CGPA

work hard for 3.7 for every subjectS eps MATH subjects

work hard to gt used to College life

work hard to pass my english requirement of TOEFL

work hard to get into CO-OP programme of ACTUARIAL SCIENCE

work hard to success in actuarial science career
work hard to get into UNIVERSITY OF WATERLOO
work hard to b d bez among the bez

work hard to overcome the muller-tube conflict

work hard to keep in contact wif every of my frenz

work hard to get rid of u from my life~

work hard for MY FUTURE which is BRIGHT~~~

WORK HARD IN EVERYTHING VITAL AND BENEFITIAL FOR ME!!!!

well...im gonna b successful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i do hope so)
I can do it!

I muz fulfill everything i ever wanted!!!!

GAMBATE SINRONG

~LET GO everything in d PAST~

~luk forward towards the FUTURE~

DO THE BEZ OF THE BEZ

NEVER REGRET

LIVE MY LIFE TO THE MAX

NEVER LET ANYONE DOWN

I CAN DO IT

muller-tube...

u muz be hapi...

i wont contact wif u much

as i noe...

im reli...annoying i guess
but...i can do anything
as long as u hapi n cheers
live ur life...n...
hope u can overcome everything smoothly
all the bez to u...from me...
owaz support ya in everything u wanna do
-smile-

n u...

-the 3nd-

n ling...cheers

b tough...

i cant owaz pei u on9 le i tink

but my hp wil owaz b ready for ur msg

qian...

u too...

any doubt can find me

ok? dont 4get me jz bcz i seldum contact wif u

bai...

u too...

can find me about question u dun und d

n...dun 4get me

YARN...

i will find u...for sure

wait for my msg ya

JAC...MEI...

same to u two...

i will find u two if i can

for sure...

Ynn...Qi...

hope...v still keep in touch ba...

i wil try my bez for tis....

all my frenz as well

i wil try my bez

nt to lose contact wif any1...

eps old ppl...yien..lengchai...sun...moon...star...

n oso u...

at least...

10 yrs later..

i can still...recognise u guys

PERHAPS...

i luv u guys...
n
i do miss u guys...
>.<

riaNg's December + January's TOP 15

2010-01-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

1. Whatcha Say

2. Tik Tok

3. Bad romance

4. Down

5. 3

6. Already Gone

7. Paparazzi

8. Just Dance

9. Starstruck

10. Love Drunk

11. Sweet dreams

12. Two is better than one

13. Be on you

14. face drop

15. Never Knew I needed

新的一年——2010

2010-01-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

2010, 其实对我来说蛮特别的
我的college生活即将开始
我的人生又到达了另一个阶段
而10这号码，无论如何也会让我想起过去的回忆

少了一个特别的朋友的人生
的确有点难过
但，我要加油
我要挨过去
人生，一定还有更多阻碍
若我连这一关也无法挨过去
我要如何达到理想？

我要坚强！因为，我是sinrong！
我不可以倒下，因为我还在乎
也因为，我还有在乎我的人、朋友、家人

林欣熔！
你要加油！
我一直都是在低潮时这样告诉自己
虽然没多少功效
但，仍然有点安慰
伤心时，哭了后，要振作
然后再努力，活得更好！

我相信，只要活着
就一定有希望
有了希望，就一定有做回朋友的一天
不管过程会经历多少的失望
我，都一定挨得过去的！

我，要在这一年
以及以后的每一年
过的最好，最充实！
不会放弃机会，不会放弃感情。。。
受了多少伤，也会有一定的回报
至少，我可以变得更坚强。。。

然而，适时的放手，我还是会做的

我，现在的心情
即繁重却又期待
我的2010是如何？
我能否如此optimistic到永远？
还是只止于这一刻？

我会加油，会努力
活得更好
也会为失去了的朋友祈祷
你也要活得更好
应该会有那么一天，我们还可以说话
我会努力，让我们再做个朋友
当然，我的身边的每一个
我也会为你们祈祷
我不再偏心了 =P

大家，加油！

———————————————————————————————

因为她，我有了写日记发泄的习惯
我也变得更热热诚，热心助人
我想，我不再是太害羞的人了！
所以，我的college life，会很好的！

忆--已成灰

2009-12-21T04:27:00.000+08:00

回忆在我脑海里不断的重复播放着
我何曾不想放下？
只是，我很难

一个人在得到一直以来没有的依靠
会变得很开心，幸福。
但，真的不可太依赖一个人
否则就只会像我这样无法自拔

不是说不能依赖一个人
然而，一切都不是不可能的
当有一天，一直依赖的人累了
他想放手了，你会跌得好伤，好伤。。。

长久的依赖一瞬间在毫无警告下
就这样离你而去，真的真的很难受
我，不是个习惯依赖别人的人
我，不是个不会想的人
我知道，世上无不散的友情
我知道，我不该将自己搞得如斯地步
我知道，我不能一直拥有这依靠
但，我的心还是胜过我的脑袋
但，我还是会伤心，会流泪

原来，
我并没有想象中那么坚强
我并没有想象中那么看得开
我并没有想象中那么冷血

我，还懂得伤心
我，还懂得何谓感情

原来，失去，永久的失去的感觉
是这么这么的可怕
我真的很害怕。。。
我害怕以后我会忘记这失去了的友情回忆
我害怕以后见面的情景
我害怕以后我真的无法得回这个朋友
我害怕以后见到面也形如陌生人
我害怕那种明明很熟悉却又无话可说的感觉
我害怕面对这个熟悉的陌生人
我害怕这害怕的感觉

我害怕，
因为我完全失去了第一个让我觉得还有人在乎我的人
因为我完全失去了第一个让我卸下心房的人
因为我完全失去了第一个相信的人
因为我完全失去了我这么久以来不知不觉地依靠

我执著，我放不开

原本以为，
我们应该还可以是朋友
但，事与愿违，一切都是不可能的
在她第一次开口说能做回朋友时
是我推开，因为一切才刚结束
结果，当我要回时，她却不愿意了
悔恨自己，却也无济于事

我，坦白的说，
我很害怕也又放不下
但，我到底还能怎样呢？

现在的我觉得自己好像废人
一点空隙就开始伤心
欺骗自己一定有做回朋友的一天
告诉自己不要放弃
她，还有在乎我，哪怕是那么一点点
然而，事实真的是这样吗？
为何我的脑袋分析后，清晰地告诉我，别傻了？

我很累，我真的很累
回忆指在我这儿
她早已将它抛开
为何我仍然停下脚步在回忆里？

忆已成灰
我又在做什么？

生日即将来临
而我，只是在害怕会不会得到她的祝福
得到了，又担心是不是他人逼她发送的？她是不是自愿的、真心的
然后，我又会开始比较，以前和现在了吧

还记得，去年的圣诞节
第一个祝福我的是她
拨电给我的也是她
特意亲手送我礼物的也是她
简讯最长的也是她
最有意义的也是她

我真的，很害怕
害怕圣诞节的到来
害怕我生日的到来

好希望，我没有生日
好希望，一切可以重来

她说过不曾后悔放弃我
听后真的蛮伤心的
但也开心，她不再为了我伤了自己

或许，这就是结果吧！

我在这里祝你，圣诞节快乐
那天，你应该在外婆或婆婆家
希望，你会开心，因为，我知道，
你最在乎、开心的时刻，就是家人、亲戚一同相处。。。
应该会忘了我的生日吧！

我真的，好害怕。。。

a dream in the night at genting

2009-12-20T04:44:00.004+08:00

perhaps, i stil cant accept d ignorance i gt from stranger
so, my mood stil go up n down acc to d stranger

at genting, i was so lucky to b seperated from stranger d whole trip
yet, if i can choose, i would choose to b by her side,
at least as d laz trip wif d stranger?
cz i planned to avoid d stranger for life
not to meet again aft tis....

perhaps, i jz say and wont b able to do tis
as i wont b so determined
i reli duno wat i wan act...i m doubt...helpless...

jz bcz of d ignorance i gt and i gav
i was so sad...
even d laz gudbye oso, she din say to me
said to every1, but skipped me...

i tried so hard to hold my feelings
i listened to pop songs
hoping tat i can get tru the trip happily
w/o d need to cry....
yet, in d middle of the night,
when every1 fall asleep...
i jz couldnt stand anymore...
tears roll down my cheek...
i tink, fishy saw tat ba...zzz

perhaps, ther was too cold
i couldnt sleep at night
i was scared bout d stranger's ignorance as well
thus, i jz keep on crying and crying...

i smsed 2 ppl...perhaps wil make me feel beta
luckily, gt 1 replied...
as long as gt ppl to talk to,
i can stop myself from tinking too much
yet, its jz temporary...

slowly, i noe tat i shud sleep
to prevent myself from thinking again...

in the sleep,
i was dreaming...
the dream was so real, so nice...
tat i stil can talk, play, chat wif the stranger...
yet, wen i wake up, i realised, its jz a dream
tat wil never cum true...

at laz, it stil ended like tis...
the precious frenzship
ended wif d first n laz trip wif this stranger....

BC - my laz subject...

2009-12-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

5 days supposingly wil b great days for me to prepare for my bc
yet i wasted 3 days
within 3 days, i only finished those "ming ju"
n wif nothing else
i stil keep on encouraging every1 to study while relaxing
owaz b d 1 reminding yet didnt do it....

ya, i used to b a reminder
cz i had a friend who used to b a "big head prawn"
now, i m gonna resign from this job...

the friendship finally ended as the "big head prawn" wished....
i hope, v did d right choice, and never regret...
out of sadness, i stil feel a sign of relief inside my deep heart core...
which never exist be4...
perhaps, i was tired....i nid a rest....

aft my bc test, i m going to b forced to return to d reality
and face the truth tat, it ended...
wonder hw i m going to face tis "stranger" in the genting trip?
in the class party?
in the following group activity?
every1 around me is so so so so "suk" wif tat "big head prawn"
none of them stop mentioning "big head prawn" in front of me....
perhaps, if i decided to avoid for life, i m gonna avoid my gangs of frenz for life...

well, of course, i tink m not gonna do tat

i stil wana grab a chance to b a frenz wif tis "stranger" in d future
cz i never hav a stranger lik tis in my life b4...
wonder if u guys noe wat m i talking about =.=
by the way, hope i can concentrate for the 2 days left
and make full use of them
to gt an A+ in BC
which is so so so like a dream for me...
as BC is d hardest subject to gt A+ or even A in SPM
as my teacher told...

riaNg's Nov Top 15

2009-12-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

1. Already Gone - kelly clarkson
2. Because of you - Kelly clarkson'
3. Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
4. Love Drunk - boys like girls
5. Teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift
6. Fall For You - secondhand surrender
7. Halo - beyonce
8. Sweet Dreams - Beyonce
9. So Sick - Ne yo
10. right now - Akon
11. Mad - Ne yo
12. A little too not over you - D.A
13. Zero Gravity - D.A.
14. Over you - Chris Daughtry
15. The End - Simple Plan

act....its kinda late for tis post...its now december...
i jz...simply wanna update my blog
all those song is not so updated yet i like them...
sumhw, tey suit my mood....

arghh...

2009-12-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

我到底怎么了？
我不是可以很潇洒的吗？
为何我这一次拔不起来？
救命啊~

我好累
我很想睡
我很想靠个岸
我很想扮失忆

我
很想就这样离开

get out from my life... ^^

2009-11-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

ther is jz 20+ days left
lesser than 1 month
den...

Gieger-Muller Tube,
A = Y + I
together wif all those physic formula, bio terms, chemis theory
going to be eliminated from my brain...
let it hav a rest...
be4 i continue my journey of life n soul
without
GIEGER MULLER TUBE....

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

2009-11-07T03:08:00.000+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

___________________________________________________

i'm sry for everything...
i will be gone...
all the bez...
n
gud luck...

totali misunderstood!!!!

2009-11-02T17:22:00.001+08:00

i reli feel vry sweat bout my previous post
juz a post to train my writing skill
so that i can write such story during SPM
yet...every1 misund it...
i had written that its juz a story
yet...every1 asked me bout the truth
=.=

i deleted it... n keep to myself le

dun misund...
I HAV NO CANCER =.=

tats juz a story man =.=

riaNg's TOP 15 in OCTOBER (ayi d month =P)

2009-10-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

1. Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
2. Sweet Dreams - Beyonce
3.Teardrops on my guitar -Taylor Swift
4. Be on you - Ne yo feat Flo rida
5. Zero gravity - David Archuleta
6. Halo - Beyonce
7. Right Now - Akon
8. Be With You - Akon
9. So Sick - Ne Yo
10.Starstrukk - 30H3!
11.Love game - Lady Gaga
12. Mad - Ne Yo
13.Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
14.Pocket Full of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield
15.Evacuate the dancefloor - Cascada

oVer yOu - chris daughtry

2009-10-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Hurt...

2009-10-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

d road is so straight at d beginning...
tat i tot i can walk on it til d end without any turnings

d road is so smooth at d beginning...
tat i tot i can walk on it til d end without any obstacles

yet...
d road had reached d end
a dead end...tat i can never turn backwards...

d road is jz like my life...
tat hav no backwards anymore...
my life...its gone...

now...i found a new way out...
out of d life i had...
out of the life tat i never feel to let go
yet...i nid to let go...
n keep moving on...

d road i am travelling now
is having two ways...
its either turning left or right...
d left 1 seemed to be another hurting moment...
while d right 1 seemed to be a smooth way...

left 1...
its going to keep me in tis recent life
d life tat let me keep hanging on to get back d frenz...
d life tat let me keep trusting those ppl around me now..
d life tat let me stick to tis kind of life tat i having now...
d life tat hurt me more n more...
yet i noe its gud as well...as i hate changes..

right 1...
its going to lead me to a new life..
d life tat i will never put any trust onto any1 anymore
d life tat i will lost each n every frenz tat i am having now
d life tat i realised d cruel of d reality
d life tat i wake up from d sweet dreams n start to accept d nightmares in life
yet i noe...its bad as well...as i wil bcum cold-blooded...

i am lost in life...
tat i realised tat nobody i can lean on
nobody is trustworthy
nobody is d true person

hurts followed by hurts are flooding my heart
d person i trust d most left me
d person i tot is real act thinking n talking bad bout me
i jz dun und...y cant i realise tat earlier...
until d moment tat i lean on them...tat i trusted them so much

til now...i dont even noe tat she duno who i am
she duno wat kind of person i m...
she stil tot i am tat kind of person
who onli tinking of winning others
ya, tats me in d past... yet sb changed me...
n tat sb tat taught me many things
tat made me a person wif a real heart now...
i was jz so disappointed...wif whom u tot i am
i was so lazy to even explain to u
simply fed up...as aft all...in ur heart...i m those ppl like tat...

n bout d sb...
ya, sb changed me...
n while i was changing myself so hard for her sake...
she jz left me there...
laz time i closed my heart so well
tat nobody can hurt me n make me cry so easily
yet...u came n u opened it...
making me believe in you...
n now u leave it uncovered n gone?
cant u imagine how i fed up wif d life tat u told me its full of luv?
there is no luv at all...
its all fake...there are only letting go on me...
n...it cut my heart deeper
as u said...for u...i am tat kind of person...who disgusted u...
as u dont even reply...any of my question...
as v bcame stranger aft all...

shattering into millions of pieces...
my heart could not recover anymore...
i swear...nobody i wil lean on from now on...
i swear...nobody i wil put in my heart anymore...
i swear...nobody i wil trust anymore...
there are no more places for any1...in my heart...

for now...
i wil jz put my full attention
in my study
in my jobs in d future
in my career in d future

thx 4 making me realise...
d cruel in reality... i chose d right road...

hatred, remorse, disappointment
are filling me n killing me...right now...

HO-lidays....

2009-09-23T00:13:00.001+08:00

i finished 2 drama series...1 hongkong 1 U.K.
i paid my sleeping debt aft 3 weeks of restless exam period
i downloaded all d songs i wish i could download during my exam period
i packed all my notes n books aft tey had been messed up during d exam
i packed my mood aft all those arguments

yet... i haven do wat i planned to do long time ago
that is... prepare for their birthday
=.=

from 0930 til 1111
i did nothing for them
=.=
onli keep planning in my mind
yet did nothing in reality
wonder if i m living in fantasy tis whole hols...

sum snrs ady "advised" me to study...
use tis hols wisely
yet... i m stil relaxing...
lols... reli tired ma aft d 3 weeks...
sumore... not physically... mentally as well...

those problems...
i reli duno if i solved tat...
or...v both avoided it...
as i realised tat... it wil never hav an end...
wat i noe is...i stil can talk n sms n chat wif her
i shud b glad bout tat...
no matter whom i gt back
is ayi or a normal friend or even a classmate
it doesnt matter now...
wat i noe is...there is onli 1 more month left...
i reli wan her 2 b happy...

n for jac... thx la...sapo...
i noe u purposely...pei me...sms wif me...^^
n oso tat sapo mei...thx la ya... ^^

now... i reli hope tat... my hols wil b used by me wisely
either in study or prepare those thingy
i reli hope tat their birthday wil b memorable for them...
tis is d laz yr perhaps v can celebrate together...
tats wat in my mind la... i duno wat u all thinking...
yet... i wil try my bez...

lols...can any1 tel me... whether shud i read K siiva's notes?
=.= i asked many ppl's opinion la
most of them ask me to read o... XD

wana sleep le...nitez~

riaNg's Sept top 15 ^^

2009-09-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

1. be on you - flo rida & Ne-yo
2. mad - Ne-yo
3.teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift
4. sweet dreams - beyonce
5. be with you - akon
6. butterfly fly away - miley cyrus
7. zero gravity - david archuleta
8. new divide - linkin park
9. knock you down - Keri Hilson & Kanye West & Ne-yo
10. love game - lady gaga
11. you belong with me - taylor swift
12. good girls go bad - cobra starship & leighton meester
13. Fallin' For You- Colbie Caillat
14. halo - beyonce
15. no boundaries - kris allen